Letters for Mavis Nyein Su Thar

Dear Mavis, I do not love in passing sighs, Nor lend my heart in measured ties. I love the way the ocean moves, Unending, deep, in quiet grooves. I love with mornings in my chest, With breath that fights and finds no rest Unless it speaks your name aloud, A prayer beneath a sky unclouded. I love with all the years I've known, With every scar my soul has grown. Each joy, each ache has taught me this: To hold you close is boundless bliss. I do not love with just a glance, But with my blood, my circumstance. My laughter, fears, and quiet tears I shed. You have them all, through all my years. So if you ask what love I give, I give you all: my life, my soul, my heart. Love, B

 Dear Mavis, Today was such an extra special day for me once again being with you. I bought a necklace for you of 20k which I really think it looks good on you though I am sure it isn't the exact type of necklace you would wear on daily basis but I wanted to do something good for you to thank you for everything  you've been for me. What you've been is more than what you could ever imagine or right now, understand the depth of love I have for you.  One day, I hope you find this letters and understand what you've been to me all these whiles & understand why I have been this much in love with you. You saved me without even knowing it yourself. Pearl symbolize strong, pure and timeless love & it's how I feel of us because even after loving you for thousands of life-time in our past lives, I will still continue to do so in all of our next ones. We had our coffee date, we walked around Sanchaung and got you your favourite gummy bears.  Though it was a short date, ...

Dear Mavis, Waking up next to you has to be the best feeling in this world that I will always appreciate and remember. There were times I would wake up just to look at your small face sleeping so soundly & peacefully. I love to just observe your face; your cute button nose that I adore so much, your eyes that holds every star in this galaxy and how it makes me feel like the luckiest man alive, your sweet cherry lips that I love to press my lips against, your forehead that I just love to kiss all times because to me, you're the most precious being in this entire world. And believe in me when I tell you how lucky I feel to hold you while you curl up like a little baby on my arms, facing against my chest. Truly there isn't anything else that makes me feel more complete than having you in my life. You don't really know how you makes me want to live. You won't understand the amount of love I have for you. You're all I have left hoping. I love you as deep if not deepe...

Dear Mavis, I am on cloud nine, tonight was easily our first most passionate night we had with each other. Countless rounds of sex, your first ever on-sex orgasm, your first ever time squirting. It was just mind-blowing! You were easily the most beautiful girl I've seen, the silhouette of your slender yet sexy body left a burn in my memory that I would never want to forget, everything about you was just perfect from head to toe. You are so perfect. I believe this is our first actual proper date aside from all the sleepovers you've done in the past since Valentine's day. I love how everyone couldn't take their eyes off us as we walk down the busy street of Night Market, everyone was just dazed at how a couple could look so compatible & hot at the same time. We got ourselves Wat Thar Dote Htoe, 4 baby T-shirts for you, a pair of jeans for you while 2 for me, a fluffy purse and another fluffy handbag.  Words aren't able to express how perfect today was for me, I ha...

Dear Mavis, One day if I am gone for good. There is something I want you to always be reminded even when you're upset or when you feel like you're not good enough at times or tired of being overwhelmed by everything with life. I would beat up life for making you feel this way but since it's impossible, let me remind you this; I know you're stressed, I know you're tired as hell, I know you just want to be like the rest of your friends, I know how much burden you have to carry on your shoulders, I know how much you want to make your mom's life so much better, I know you want to be acknowledged but stubborn to any help, I know how much you wished for a better life, I know how much you just want to be loved like you are the only one, but also, I know how strong you are, I know how smart you are, I know how independent you are, I know how hard you work for what you want, I know you're meant to achieve great things, I know how kind you are, I know how you have the...

 Dear Mavis, My heart broke the moment I saw your tears. Tears I caused because I was too selfish with you. I wanted all of you, always, in every way, and I let that want cloud my love. I didn’t mean to hurt you, not ever, but in trying to keep you close, I pushed too hard. I’ve been thinking about the moment you cried...How your eyes, always so full of warmth and light, filled with pain because of me. That image plays over in my mind, and it breaks something in me every single time. I never wanted to be the reason for your sadness. I never wanted my love to be something that hurt you. But I see now that I was being selfish. I was so caught up in wanting you, your time, your attention, your presence. All I wanted is of you, every piece, all the time, and in that want, I didn’t leave room for your space, your freedom, or your own heart to breathe. And that was wrong. I didn’t mean to make you feel trapped. I didn’t realize that my love, when wrapped in fear and possessiveness, cou...