This is when you feel down of this so called life


Dear Mavis,

One day if I am gone for good.

There is something I want you to always be reminded even when you're upset or when you feel like you're not good enough at times or tired of being overwhelmed by everything with life. I would beat up life for making you feel this way but since it's impossible, let me remind you this;

I know you're stressed, I know you're tired as hell,
I know you just want to be like the rest of your friends,
I know how much burden you have to carry on your shoulders,
I know how much you want to make your mom's life so much better,
I know you want to be acknowledged but stubborn to any help,
I know how much you wished for a better life,
I know how much you just want to be loved like you are the only one,

but also,

I know how strong you are,
I know how smart you are,
I know how independent you are,
I know how hard you work for what you want,
I know you're meant to achieve great things,
I know how kind you are,
I know how you have the most compassionate heart,

and this is from the bottom of my heart,

I love you,
I want to make you happy,
I want to share every bit of your burden
I want to hug you every time you're going through something,
I want to make you smile like a fool,
I want to make you cry out of overwhelming happiness,
I want to make you feel like the most beautiful girl in the entire world,
I want you to feel loved by me every second of your life & next,
I want to kiss you at any opportunities I could have,
I want you in my arms all times
I want to hold your hands until both our hands wither into ashes,

And
I want to be reborn again to give you the same unconditional love for another life-time & again.

Love,
B






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