The day we first met

4th of January 2025


Dear Mavis,

Today is the first day we've met each other, today is the day that I know would change my entire life.

I've just came out of prison yesterday after being behind bars for 1362 days, I was picked up and we went to Corner Edge Bistro. It was just us at first until you came....It was the moment that I knew it was going to change my entire world...

The moment you walked in and I saw you, a wave of unexplainable nostalgic feeling of familiarity that was so surreal washed me as you sat down, for a moment, I have thought I found you again in this lifetime, it was as though I've known you forever;

Like I've known you for thousands life-time, like we both had been so happily in love with each other, like we had sat under a willow tree with your head on my lap & we talked endlessly, like we had slow danced together under the moonlight and you looked a older than you are right now, like I had ripped my eyes out crying and I had a heart-ripping heartbreak over your death, like I've finally found you once again my eternal soul mate, I've found you once again in this life-time to once be happy again.

How I've missed you so much my sweetheart.

You sat Infront of me, looking drop dead gorgeous. I couldn't take my eyes off you. I am a man capable of doing so much feats and self-control but taking off my attentions on you, that's an impossible feats to accomplish.

Everyone talked but it was only your voice I yearn for, I want to know what you are like in this life, I want to know how you are doing, where you have been, what you have been doing for the past 21 years of your life.

I observed & tried to learn everything of you, how you tug your hair behind your right beautiful ear often, you tapping your chopsticks before you use it, how you like to smell your food for a split second before tasting, of how you like to rather be comfortable than being glam all times. I learnt that you are tired of life, I could tell that you have so much burden upon you and I could see it in your eyes while you smile sheepishly. 

How I wished we've met even sooner because I want to take all your burdens off you and carry it for us instead. 

Your smile right now is more than precious compared to the entire world.
Enough for me to kill myself to once see your smile once again.

From today, I dedicate this blog for you.

It was nice to meet you again Thisbe.

Love,
P

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