Letters for Mavis Nyein Su Thar

4th of January 2025 Dear Mavis, Today is the first day we've met each other, today is the day that I know would change my entire life. I've just came out of prison yesterday after being behind bars for 1362 days, I was picked up and we went to Corner Edge Bistro. It was just us at first until you came....It was the moment that I knew it was going to change my entire world... The moment you walked in and I saw you, a wave of unexplainable nostalgic feeling of familiarity that was so surreal washed me as you sat down, for a moment, I have thought I found you again in this lifetime, it was as though I've known you forever; Like I've known you for thousands life-time, like we both had been so happily in love with each other, like we had sat under a willow tree with your head on my lap & we talked endlessly, like we had slow danced together under the moonlight and you looked a older than you are right now, like I had ripped my eyes out crying and I had a heart-ripping he...

Dear Diary, This is the start of my blog "From Bryan on Departure" I have just been released from prison today. I've lost precious time... Everyone seems to evolved into new states of lives, moving on from where they had been since I've last been in this society, everyone is either married, has new career, new relationships, new life, new country, new everything. Everyone has progressed, everyone did a good job on their own journey. While I'm left behind.... For 1362 days, I've been left behind For 1362 days, I've gone to hell back & forth. For 1362 days, I stay stuck in the same spot if not backwards. For 1362 days, I was stuck in a parallel universe frozen in a time cage where a minute seems like an hour while an hour seems like a minute outside here. For 1362 days, I have been getting worse each day on my sanity. After 1362 days, I am no longer sane anymore. But truth is that, I've already fallen into what I already am since 2018 when I came bac...